Canton Fever

A New Day

2007-11-12T20:50:00.001+08:00

Guess things are starting to settle although there are a lot on my mind atm. Perhapes sad and feeling happy for both myself and others. Went psycho cycling today perspired like mad... lets see i cycled from my place at jalan kayu to bishan, get some mail from my old house and than i decided to cycle more since i wasn't soo tired. So i just cycled towards the west side. Cycled past Lornie Rd, Upper Bukit Timah Rd, down to the new la salle building and cycled towards the Esplanade. Whew didn't know i cycled pretty far till i saw the time kinda took like 4 hrs ridding from all that. It was ard 4 already when i reached the esplanade. Got off my bike and looked ard. Ah the water and the breezy winds. Perfect place to cool off and think things through. Cycling back and saw a acting scene... they were occupying some corner so i had to get off my bike and make a big turn ard the padang.... and than had to get off bike cause traffic was getting crazy haha...

Rushed to starbucks to get a quick drink cause my bike didnt have a lock so i had to like park it outside and quickly rush in to buy my drink and keep a look out tat no one is eyeing my bike... was kinda lost after that and was just thinking how to go back... so i decided to cut through national library and than go down back to the new la salle and cycle past little india...* WRONG IDEA*... i shouldn't have cycle past little india... *gasp*

Somehow the road were all going ok until i reached little india... not gonna be racist or anything but that long stretch of road is a nightmare for a cyclist like me... the traffic gets crazy... the people are like running across roads when cars are like all over.... i personally found it hard to cycle through all that crap... The lanes were filled with people... almost crash into a person... was... tis close to a car... lol it was scary... well it became better after bendemeer where the pavements were better... Cycled straight past potong pasir so i decided to cycle past my old school and than it was off to hougang to eat their famous nasi lemak... didnt eat there... too crowded... so i decided to dao pao back some for my mom and sister... than it was cycling up hill and down past sengkang. and than back home... whew when i got off my bike my legs totally went AWOL on me wahaha i kinda just sat on the floor... totally couldn't move due to it being sore... sat there for like 5 mins and tried to slowly get back up... oh well till now tat im writing its still kinda sore but haha it would be gone by tomorrow... total cycling time would be... 7 hrs wahahaa and tat would be like ??km no idea dun noe how to measure...

Gonna go do something new in the next up coming days before i go into the army. Read some information on Archery and Mountain biking. Well Mountain biking i plan to do so with my friends soon think the track at pasir ris should be fun... As for Archery it would definitely be fun cause... i just like it haha... but the course is certainly not cheap so ill just see how it goes and etc... Archery is probably a good sport to keep ur mind at peace ^^ and of course it will keep my mind off things. PEW PEW for the win ^^

Postage

2007-11-09T20:55:00.000+08:00

its been a really long time since i updated... probably im just lazy or ya... its been wat... nearly 5 months since my last post... haha anyway things have been rocky for me... having problems regarding religion and going to the army... pretty up and down... probably they just find me rebellious on their side? im not sure...

Now this is the interesting things they tell me... if anyone noes me they would probably go like oooh he is seventh day adventist... ya its very popular now... everyone even a kid noes seventh day adventist... so here it goes...

A: ok i want to know why your going into the army when you have the option to go to CD.
S: cause its a personally decision and anyway due to my condition im not allowed to participate with firearms or anything regarding it. And personally i wouldn't want to be a medic cause... ya i just don't want to and i rather not do office work at CD as far as i know... nvm shan't elaborate much on that.
A: ok, so you don't take up firearms so what are you going to do when you finish your BMT?
S: ill probably tryout to work at the technology department.
A: oh i see. ok, can you tell me what the technology department does?
S: well they do various types of work from clerical to perhapes even stuff regarding on virtual issues.
A: ah i see. So isn't that still some sort of way to prepare people to kill people?
S: *thinks* "you do have a point there... "
S: ok so if thats the case than perhapes maybe some help in the medical examination area?
A: ah but you see... if your there. Aren't you preparing the soldiers for their training to kill?
S: *thinks* "okay.... "
S: Than perhapes ill just go for clerical work at the camps?
A: ah than won't you be administrating the soldiers for war to kill?
S: *thinks* "WTF you actually have everything to counter what im about to say huh... im truly amaze at what you guys can think of the army "
A: ok you go think about what i told you
S: ok
S: *thinks* " whats there to think... everything you tell me abt the army or any post there is in the army is to kill? so if i become a driver? ill be assisting the killing in some way or another? "

I'm starting to understand why some people left SDA and after hearing some of their problems. It seems the problem is the church itself... They have no idea how many internal errors they have and they just don't seem to do anything about it. The people and God make up the church... but it seems the people in it are the ones that are the problem.

Jee im probably going into deep meditation to think. I know God has saved me time and time over my life and help me go through my problem. I'm glad i believe in him and of course if he keeps me alive till now, im sure he has something in stored for me.

My mom left the church many years ago due to a problem regarding the church as well. I think what she says makes some logic... and perhapes she is my MOM... my flesh and blood and perhapes me and her do have some thinking alike and etc.

Mom: ok son... being a hypocrite and going to church is like better off not going to church... and that person would be... u noe... but son let me tell you this. Its not what you eat that bring you to heaven. Its not what you plan to do with your life that brings you to heaven. Its what you believe and how you can overcome problems by asking God and letting God guild you.

Anyway ill just see how things go and ya i believe that God is still guiding me and he wouldn't let go. There goes like one Gigantic part of what troubles me...

Now... so far since july to now... ive been moving house... doing work... work... drawing = work... ya... watching tv... playing WoW... ya i guess thats about it... My life at relationship is still at a constant problem and it doesn't seem to get any better... probably falling apart soon due to a lot of problems such as religion - character... Its like the person you started to like has somehow changed or just turned away... talk less... dun give a damn abt wat u are doing... can't be probably bothered abt tis and tat... negligence to stuff happening ard... giving u hope abt changing... religion kicks away love... i just think its time to move on... 3 years... oh wait ya 3 years... is it me? am i doing something wrong? i talk, i care, i bother, trying to change, i swear to u i have no idea whats wrong? or am i the onli one doing the job? if its recently how im treating u than u have to ask yourself why am i being like tis... yes im pretty much still human... i do have emotion... i think i noe why... age... yes it has to be age... and religion...

Anyway can't wait to finish army and go to korea and finish up studying there maybe life could turn for a better when im there ^^ the cold weather the snow the people wahaha nice place i would say ^^ cheers signing off

its only $79!!!!!! & Tamagotchi fever

2007-07-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

$79!!!! wat kinda nice tour agency lets u take a bus up and puts u in a hotel and gives u a buffet every morning u wake up and than gives u a free night and a trip back for only $79... pretty crazy huh well believe it or not its true ^^

well im leaving on tis coming sunday feeling kinda excited i thought i was gonna go there alone but oh well manage to grab a friend to come along, thanks suresh buddy... u better ride those freaking rides with me u wimp... haha

the past few weeks were pretty groggy and a little boring... oh yeah FINALLY!!! we actually went out together as a group of friends after.... think tis is the first time ya... sadly to say but WTH man its like dooooh FUN.... manage to hang out with everyone, manage to get iris out so more outings hurray!!! we should hang out more often and often ^^ its fun man.

"One day 3 girls got tamagotchi... 2 of them got a girl while the other got a boy... they are pampering it as of now... now the other kids that know them want to have 1 TOO!!!... jee man whats going on O.o" anyway to the happy kid who's birthday happens to fall on the same as mine... can u guess what u gonna get!!!!?... *bleah isnt it doh obvious*

oh well signing off and dun noe when i will be writing in... GENTING!!! $79!!! THEME PARK!!! HOT GIRLS!!! *oops just joking haha*

Back to the Prawning Broad...

Rise of the Silver Surfer - 6/10

2007-06-14T19:42:00.000+08:00

ok ill start off why i gave it 6/10... the first part was really cool and so on pretty interesting... but when the surfer lost his board he became weak... and tats when he look really silly (reminded me of the painted guy tat scares ppl by acting as a statue, -1 point ) jessica alba was hot as always wahaha!! ok lastly the worst was when the surfer blew galactis and himself up... i didnt noe surfer who had 20% of galactics power could kill galactis... not really possible u dun do some stupid thing and try to kill the destroyer of worlds ( terrible, -2 points )... guess they had to put a end... doubt they wanna come out another F4 ( how to kill galactis, -1 point ) very terrible...

Haven't post for a while since i came back from hongkong. Actually didnt have the time to do tat anyway... came back 1 week later went for ubin camp, tat place was fun other than the bites i got from a gigantic flea and the mozzes... got a sun tan but it was great man ^^ never felt better. Went to the Gym recently ^^ my arm is strong wahahaha!! feeling great and happy. Met reuben who was totally in shape and my school fren from before great athelete ^^ now getting ready to go youth camp haiz... dreadful... dun noe why i feel tat way... probably too much travelling liao :P sian wahaha!!

my girlfren tells me tat my herbal life isnt working!!!!! so sad i did drop some weight but i think she see me every week till she doesnt even realise tat i reduce :P oh well back to more gym and running ^^ working on character designs at the moment gonna post them up soon the line works took me a while... photoshopping it is out of the idea yet...

Went to harbour front tis morning... Saw tis new looking chocolate with nice packaging feel like buying it for some people ^^ than went down to met some of my old pals at NAFA took a short walk and saw the new lasalle... i hate NAFA and the air head who designed NAFA... pls go look at lasalle before u come up with a design... arghhh... not to insult ur design but jeesh design NAFA until it looks like some kinda tea house... i guess they designed and architectured it to its foundation as a chinese foundation... Lasalle looks soooo nice... so y2k kinda look nice 21st century look indeed.

My mom and her fren was tempted by the devil but failed.... wats the chance of winning a E65 and a PSP in the arcade... jeesh and they onli spent 20 dollars... and got a nice 30$ clock too... and just today got news from my mom tat her other fren went on a cruise and won $50k... tis ppl really lucky... but i can say the devil has failed in tempting them wahaha!! cause after they win they never seem to gamble for a few years :P so i guess its lady luck on them...

Saw the news yesterday... luckily we came back from hongkong in time... the cable car we took... fell down and smashed on the floor 50m... jeesh i feel really safe all of a sudden ^^

ok back to the drawing board... arghh!!!! MORE PUSH UPS!!!!

Canton Fever

2007-05-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

Bleah feeling weird just went to esplanade library and hung out with some of my frens at old embassy. went on a decaf madness... starbucks shot is crazy but oh well i pay with a card so its all kinda free... who wans treats? on the house *groggy* looking for a sweater hmm not sure if its called a sweater but it has a hood and it acts like a jacket... if anyone noe wat u call it pls tell me or where they might sell one... *haccchuuuuu*

Leaving to hong kong on the 26th of may that is this coming weekend saturday night. Not really anxious as its simply a trip of fun and so on. I guess i have been spending a lot at one shot on holidays since i dun really get the chance to get out of singapore for my last 19 years of my life. Its pay back wahaha so enjoy for fun.

Have been listening to cantonese songs and shows. Btw i love to watch cantonese shows probably ive been listening to their language but never absorb on how to speak. Understanding what they say in cantonese is easy but speaking it for me is a little hard onli noe a little here and there... TOUGH...

The days have been rough as been application into national service is still processing and my reply has come... Im posted to military office CMPB... but anyway i still can go for military training just no arms for me wahaha!! Its been my life long dream to wear a soldiers uniform. not those from NCC...

Been having some lack of sleep problems but have been making it up with my naps after my exercise. After my trip from hongkong im going to go shop for my bicycle so i can cycle to pulau ubin weeeeee ^^ weeks have past and time has been passing by really quick as well i must say... Life is moving on and im glad everyone is happy and so on ^^

Feel happy for all my friends as they have moved on in their life. I noe its kinda long winded for me to list everyone out but since its been a while ill just jot in down. *my blog* hmmm i think ill start from alpha* order

- Frank, moving on to his uni going to CD soon and has a girlfren tats assuring going on in life
- Hydon, got into ITE simei feel very happy for him, on life's track again 3 cheers for u my bro
- Iris, got into la salle music school(stupid nafa), i feel very happy for her as she enters into wat she loves to do with her great style of music ^^ double cheers for the arts and on the mac too!!
- Olivine, always smart and ready for a question, pretty and also a lawyer totally impressed
- Rachel, hardworking and smart got on to a good JC tat she is happy with(SAJC!!! *joking*). Having fun with her music and harp. still waiting for a harp performance from her ^^

AHH now here come all the S's (asses) *joking*
- Simon, tats me!!!! playing and designing game characters as always, enjoying the relationship i have with all my friends. I lack sleep but yet sleep alot God help me ^^
- Sophraine, *i was abt to write seraphic but she is nearly a generation younger than me...* Baking her way to fame, Working hard to get contacts, Aiming to open a nice shop. 3 cheers for having an aim and a dream too ^^
- Suresh, wow tis guy is tough... tones of quarrels with him but still we get through... wats buddies if u dun have a nice quarrel or fight in between ur entire life as frens... it all comes in the package... not sure yet wat he is doing but im sure God will guide him somewhere ^^
- Tedmund, lastly and not least. moving on to poly as a business student. looking good as always *unlike me* betcha in poly the girls are all over him. Nice but kinda cranky at times. but still a real buddy and pal ^^

Did i leave out anyone? hmmm pls look thru and see if i have missed out i dun think so did i? eeks...
Anyway as listed these guys have been a pillar of hope and strength for me. Although i may have hurt them in the past with my stupid brain im glad they have forgiven me. But no matter wat these are real friends that i would really love to enjoy to have ard me till we are old ^^ love u guys lol... * i feel like mr emo* (cries at a corner) ><
Dun ever ask me why im writing all tis but just feel like writing ok...

Dizzy Days

2007-04-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

well today is sat a very usual and likewise sat ^^
enjoyed the session on the apochryer or watever u call it, thought by olivine
Tendency of dozing off...
Went to Q & A youth thingy that i didnt find so useful other than one thing
tat was abt dating and so it kept crossing my mind ^^
Had a blah bleh bloh hu ha abt where to eat... almost gave up and went home to drink shakes...
(would have kinda regretted if i went back to make shakes)
Went to jap restaurent at revenue house
Interior was nice... quite cheap for my standards...
Food wasnt up to the standard... im a pampered food connesieur... i wan good food...
but it did ok for japanese meal... enjoyed the vanilla shake... ( got tummy ache )
Beef Salad tasted like it just went into the bin and the dog ate it and spat it on the platter *vomit*
salmon belly soup was good... just tat not enough salmon bellies at all... 3 small slices... arghh cheat money... i never really say how much i enjoy the meal cause i usually like to critizes food :P food critics are gooooodddddd ^^

bored...

2007-04-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my beautiful awesome stay at paragon... and if u are asking me if paragon has a hotel i think u better go back shopping at orchard rd all over again haha... didnt mind staying there for more days even if i cant see anyone else cause its soo beautiful at night, it was like the whole of orchard rd and the city was in my view to catch. Awesome, well if i cant stay at marriot or grand hyatt i could sure use somewhere like paragon haha ^^

Well its back home. Moving soon, Very bored, Not sure what to do, Cant do much work cause of a little problem. Wish i could do something. Been drawing but somethings just dun seem right cause of my drawing hand. No one i can find to talk to nowadays. Its pretty boring to talk to some pple i know cause obviously they are boring... well call me spoilt or watever man... sometimes we must find the right ppl to get into a conversation... guess its just me i dun noe wat to talk abt even if we had a conversation... everyone is busy busy busy nowadays ^^ its cool

last time everyday seem to be pretty exciting with a fren or so. haha but i cant go back simply just cant coop with certain things. oh well i think i better get on with life. Holidays are boring and boring... damn those hands and problems ^^

Watched phantom of the opera... can say i was really impressed by all the singing and acting probably just tat when they were acting the scene for masquarade, found it a little kinda un coordinated hehe... but all the singing was fabulous. ill totally grade it a 9 upon 10 for it. i guess tats the only day tat was nice for watching a great opera. hmmm im suddenly losing touch with certain things. Things like i used to do like gifts arent in my mind anymore... gosh im losing it... ahh its not fun anymore. i guess ill go hitch some hike at my neighbours place. its so boring, everything ard me is turning boring... hmm not sure if the devil is playing with my mind... but im pretty clear tat im still doing some stuff here and there to keep my life pretty much normal. Doing housework, reading my bible, looking into stuff such as religious stuff abt my bible ( sooo many interesting things ), play a game or so, watch some tv, read some books, watch some anime, going out to exercise... yada yada and so ^^

oh well im just gonna do wat i always do. Have fun every weekend ^^ go eat play talk and have fun!!! ^^ why should u care abt other things on a sat ^^ enjoy the night out go play talk and have lotsa fun!!! ^^ but sat nights are dying fun if u noe wat i mean. guess im a spoilt potato who eats expensive chips. oh well but a simple eating and just chit chatting is all cool man!!! ^^ no one is doing it anymore or hardly if u noe wat i mean.. its simply dying away poof poof allakhazam!!! haha!!

Shiok man!!

2007-04-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

Shiok man its been a while since i wrote in. Happy to write into something at least not the least to noe there is anyone tat reads it ^^ or even reads in after a year or so ^^

Found a job at uncle lam keongs place. Gotta admit the work is tiring but it sure is an experience to learn from him abt sounds and transferring information here and there its like FUN after knowing what u are doing u are like playing with equipment and programs tat probably cost like 80k on the market and just by teaching someone how to use these programs they will probably pay u 4k for a week to teach some dimwits ^^ man sounds soo cool ^^ but im still learning.

For my buddy o pal who is working with me i hope u better buck up u lazy bum. Stop faking it and getting it up u cant tell ur boss u are sick he is simply giving u chances if he lets u off without a scolding... ^^ anyway the world is round wat comes ard gets ard ^^

GOOD NEWS!!! ive removed my braces yay!!! i love telling tat to myself IVE REMOVED MY BRACES!! but anyway even if i dun remove it or remove it doesnt really make a diff im soo used to it ^^ but now they attach tis new retainer for me so i dun have to take it off and put it on again sooooo troublesome rite too bad all u ppl who got ur put off and on ones earlier haha!!!! im enjoying my stick on retainers it feels like braces so ill get use to it ^^

Boy! i was all red today when i removed it cause my dentist and his assistant and workers all said i looked handsome had tat MAN smile for some particular reason... well to myself i gotta say i look like a freak with a ugly face haha!!! im not being tooo humble to a fact im calling myself a freak but i do look in the mirror and go like ooo im ugly haha ^^ yes yes i have poor self looks on myself... since the fact tat looks dun really matter to me at all ^^ so far ive only improved in the way i dress ^^ but not in my looks perhapes a pinch of luck or some lucky person may change my looks ^^ hope tat person doesnt even try to change it he/she would be committing suicide ^^ oh well if u would like to see my so called nicest smile of the year for my dentist pls go to tis address at 14 Scotts Rd, #04-125 Far East Plaza, Aloha Clinic. ALOHAAA!!!!! ^^ and oh ya if u enter pls go see the dentist dun be a faggot and walk ard it and try to take a peek in tats being a wuss go in and i noe most of u guys dun take care of ur teeth!! so for once pls go see the freaking dentist and get ur skunk smelt mouth cleaned ^^ i love promoting in a monogoros way its sooo fun ^^

A needle to the neck tat was wat the worst thing of the year for me... pls no more hor i will probably faint or scream haha ^^ but it was a experience la damn funny ^^ Well i have a bunch of frens they are kinda old some are young middle age girls and guys yadadada ^^ well they examine me and do test on me!!! 0.o *dun ask wat they do to me or i or them might have to find u and slit ur neck* *murderous intent* well we had a discussion and the lady asked me...

Lady: Hey u have so many weird things u must be like the superman tat wasnt developed well
enough to be a superman or nearly there yet....
Simon: hmmm i see i see u see lemme think while u write ur report
********** After a while of thinking ****************
********** Simons eyes are opened widely O.O *************
Lady: Why are you looking at me? is there anything wrong?
Simon: Nah, just checking if i have X-ray vision u see NEVER NOE!!!? haha!!!
Lady: Ah u naughty boy!! im nearly the age of ur auntie
Simon: sorry ur like the age of my sister just tat u are probably 2 years older than her for
goodness sake
Lady: YES but im in control u see haha!!!
Simon: yaya we'll see in time who is!!! my eye can speak if u noe wat i mean!!!
Lady: haha dun worry we might have to do some test on it than since u say so *evil grin*
Simon: NOOOO!!! u mad ppl get away from me im gonna use my bones to break u all!!!!

oh well things come and go just gotta appreciate the things we have while they are ard ^^ Braces rocks!! oh well ill see how many ppl say im handsome probably tat will change my mind of wat i think of myself... * u guys think before u say something when u look at me *

Anyway imported tis really cool thing from germany, its possibly one of the most prized possessions of leica in the world and yes i won the bid for it but im not going to tell u the freaking price of it neither am i going to tell even a soul abt it... anyway its a gift as a rememberance to someone ^^ take good care of it when the time comes ^^

YAY! my post is done for now... sad things go to the diary happy things come to the place where it can be shared with over 3mil ppl who happen to use blogs wahaha!!!! wan to noe my sad life? u gotta drink a abyss potion i make and drown in my years of sorrow and if u dun make it u die in the abyss and never return muahahaa!!!!! and there will be a tormentor there waiting for u by the name of Nomis so watch out muahaha!!!!

Burning out and raising from the flames ^^

Not sure

2007-03-20T18:24:00.000+08:00

oh well just felt like posting something...

oh well happy go lucky as the person i am... just failed my exams preparing to go NS... i hate NAFA and everyone in it... hope they fall and never get back up stupid system and stupid administration... i knew it wasnt going to be easy... haiz
oh well at least go NS can earn some money here and there and probably when i get out ill do some freelance work or something... oh well art is abt talent not abt getting ur papers... good luck if u are paper loser... papers are just to secure u a job or probably if u are out of luck not even a job...
man im just down... no one to talk to... not really enjoying talking also... bored... draw until hand pain... sitting in front of a computer and giving the DOH look to my screen... walks ard the house... do some push ups and exercise... no one to go out with... haiz... not many that i can face my problems with... feel like going NS... haiz
God where are u? faster come can... life of earth is not fun for me... well i guess it isnt suppose to be fun since u left us here for judgement... my hands are shaking faster than ur return... pls make it quick...

YIPEE!!

2007-03-18T17:16:00.000+08:00

Hello its been a while since i wrote in or probably its been onli 5 days 0.o
oh well many happy things have happen in the recent days or so that has made me think really positively of the things around me.
Its nice when the smiles from the people ard u are felt and especially from the ones u love ya ^^ who doesnt agree with me on that :p

Oh well im glad that the people i love are smiling and happy. I hope they are truly happy in their heart and soul ^^ A fake front is never going to last if its just for show ya ^^
Well i see happy hearts and not fake fronts tats for sure ^^ very happy

Jerome birthday just past he has finally entered his teenage years and hopes he is getting out of his pampers as well time to be a big boy and make ur right decisions. Well it was fun we had dinner at auntie jill's place lots of laughter, wait... actuallly not much laughter cause everyone was soo focus on phantom of the opera... ok la it was a so so ok nice show la wont give it 2 thumbs up but probably a thumbs up for the singing and thrilling parts of the show ^^

Body aches are quite frequent lately pain here and there not really sure wat it is but its kinda hard to move abt ><>

im glad that my relationship with the people i have are slightly improving some are stagnent and some arent really making any progress or perhapes dropping or so. Suddenly ive become too happy that someone ask me if i was myself 0.o hmmm i guess i am starting to become a little too happy even over sad matters or so ^^ hey but tats me i learn to change a little here and there good to be happy mah rather than be sad ^^ quite fun people cant tell if u are sad or anything muahaha!!!
My sadness is kept for onli myself and for someone special who i can share with ^^
But obviously not to keep telling tat someone special sad stuff ive decided to keep the talk of sadness short and simple not into full detail ^^ if not sure something wrong might happen if the whole story was told :p

My mind has been obviously gone funny or weird, is it because of wats going on in my family? is it the future isnt sure for me? Im dying to enter the NS or should we say army or some kinda training to discipline my mind or so. hmmm weird very weird i myself also dun noe but it seems for now i dun really have much of a aim or so ^^ the future is sooo unsure ><>

But i pray for the people that are ard me and also for the ones i love hoping that the changes will be something positive and something they wont regret or feel sad abt. Only God and prayers can help those and of course me... im changing as well seems pretty positive happy for me i guess :p but ill be back to my normal self as always. Never worrying and always finding a solution for something ^^ meanwhile hope to go out tis coming week to remove my braces YAY!!!! im finally taking it off... im pretty scared to see my dentist as his clerk will probably scold me like mad ><>
She everytime scold me one i very scared :(
oh well hope i can go out with my fren to have lunch or something ^^
sometimes in life wasting a little tiny bit of ur time wont really hurt
sometimes resting and relaxing and probably not doing anything can really help in the happy thinkings of mind, not neccessarily resting and not doing anything will make u think evil things.
It simply depends on the individual and how he/she thinks
Going out with frens, relaxing, music, movies and doing nothing may help you realise of the things ard u and probably give u a much relax load of the time that u feel stress or perhapes even bring up certain characteristics of u ^^

ok signing off i type too much liao ^^ *yawn*

Coward!

2007-03-12T14:06:00.000+08:00

Look and see, is it the people who can't see the changes or are they just scared to see the changes that has happen to them?
Why dun pick up a pinch of that courage that u had to change into looking at what ur change has become? open ur eyes, see the truth, feel the pain and happiness, u like it?
This is what you are now.

Did you try to change or even notice that effort u tried?
Are you triple sure that you saw ur change and is trying to change for the better good?
Were u better now than before?
Do u think u were much better in the mind than u were now?
Do u think ur changes has caused much hurt?
Or are u still living in that changed world as its faces positivly for u?
Selfish? No, take a look around is this really you?
Changing for the world or for you own belief?
Are you sure of the change you are and the purpose?

Taken from the Mason text label code "The Code of Man"

Die Headaches

2007-03-08T20:02:00.000+08:00

Die the headaches are so bad i went to 3 doctors...
Fever is up and down and its pretty much killing my brain cells...
Didn't do much but sleep hoping i would get better after each sleep

It isnt good to be sick especially those ppl ard u tat u were with got sick
Too bad i passed it on guess im the main carrier...
For those who noe me pls stay clear of me if not u are going to get really sick...

Since someone bought some new earphones i had some new earphones myself ^^
Well they arent those tat stick into ur ear and have direct impact on to ur ear drums to make
u deaf faster if the volume gets loud ^^
They are those tat cling to the ear has a hook and sound can be released out doesnt bounce straight into the ear ^^ a little hard to hear at times but it does work :)
I think those stick into ur ear types are for ppl who are trying to block off all sound for perfect sound quality for their music but well quality comes for a price :P just dun on it too loud or so since its more into ur ear u should make it much softer than it is since it does shut off sound around u ^^

Well sick sick sick hope i get much better and everyone ard me too peace out ^^

Memory

2007-03-07T09:38:00.000+08:00

*blanks blanks blanks*
Yes its back... Hi my Buddy... Its been awhile...
Its like there is no signs or memory of sadness...
Thanks for coming back... but dun stay too long...
I'll have coffee and tea with you...
We can remember the happy things...
I hope your brother isn't coming... Cause...
He might wipe them all away...
I know you have come back for a reason...
Was it because i was sick? or...
Was it because i was sad?
Lets play a game or have a gamble...
And since you are back guess you will be staying for awhile
Look and see
Watch and notice
It just takes time my buddy relax and have a cup of tea
Wheather good or bad
We will discuss it in my dreams
It seems it has come to the end of the road...
Things and changes aren't turning out so well...
Lives are changing better or worse?
What do u think... Simon?

Changes

2007-03-06T19:29:00.000+08:00

Why are things this way?
Are there solutions to it?
Am i trusted or denied?
Is it mutual or is it a wind that is just passing by?

Hurt by the defense
Lost in the Soul
Who can i trust or... Who can trust me
Is it the bonds that were formed?
Easily to be changed or... Overprotected by the years of friendship
Is it hurt that is consumming me?

As Angels cry
I cry with them
For the Lord is the only one... I can depend...

Dear Lord
The changes are fast
They zoom by in the instance ... and...
Disappears...
Is it time thats holding us?
Where is this key?
Please Save Us!!

I Hear Your Name

2007-03-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

Found the most beautiful music took me a while to find it... Finally!!!! Oh lord thanks for letting me get it *cheers*

Oh well today was nothing much other than doing a little work and playing a game or so.. Life isnt very exciting not much suspense now... Last time soo much suspense haha joking... it wasnt such a good suspense anyway last time... Now at least more peaceful but at times a little boring bah...

Im not sure but the issue of smiling seems keep popping up in my head... a little weird but ya it does enter into my thought of my blog tag.. A fake Smile , A real Smile , A happy yet sad Smile ??? hmmm does mean much but i guess these 3 bring something to thought... I was looking at someone but i guess the Smile tat person gives keep changing since we met but i understand it was pretty interesting how changes in a smile can do soo much... Well dun say me i smile when i like it and sometimes i dun really like to smile or so im always deep in thought tats why i seldom smile... haha tat answers all those tat ask me why i dun smile... *cause im in deep thought oops floating away* yaaa artist tend to float away in their thoughts ^^

There is tis person i noe sometimes tis person smiles but yet it does show tat obviously its fake its just to make u happy... but got to admit tat person has guts and i admire cause its like even how not funny the thing is also smile haha *cheers*
Well wat is a real smile? is it from the heart? how do u or i see it? hmmm im not sure but im searching for an answer ^^ if u do noe anyone who noes a answer or a suggestion pls add me on msn Simonz_sda@hotmail.com

A Happy yet sad smile tis is a very common thing with the person i know. Are things turning bad? if its a happy yet sad smile? is it turning ok? good? bad? waterfall? Smiles are confusing for me sometimes i can see if a person is sad or troubled but it seems im losing tis ability since dun noe when. Am i blinded is God taking tis ability from me as i used it for the wrong reasons. Smiles werent a question for me till i just notice i lost an ability to understand ppl... God forgive me im sorry if i had use the ability for a wrong purpose... Things have changed i guess nothing comes for free even if a trade has to be in place for something in return for wat u desire or wan to extend...

Dedicating a Song to someone who i noe... has a few meanings here and there

Things are moving on many things are changing. We make life compromise to us not we compromise to life. We change for the people we love and to see the changes come to a direction we never noe. Only praying and hoping and a thought could we see wat we truly want in life. Are we Happy as it is? is it a reality or a dream? Is the feeling real or is it a passing by? *dun worry not talking abt us*

Well smiles do show a lot probably i cant demand a smile from someone as i dun smile towards tat person seems fair... like we say an eye for an eye i think tis is very true... A smile in return for a smile... dun put religion in it cause religion doesnt study abt tis topic and i realised it in my own church itself... tat im glad God didnt take tat ability from me... it does troubles me... ppl say but they dun do it... when a person doesnt smile do u shake his hand and not return him a smile? when tat person doesnt smile do u pretty he or she doesnt exist, walking by him or her as if he or she is invisible? Think im joking? open ur eyes and notice ^^

Well signing off going off to church :) its sabbath im so happy ^^

To Lala

2007-03-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

Ignore the title hehe... lame but it does sound kinda nice ^^

Well today is boring gallery day time... later going out liao since im free ill just do a write in and a quick summary of wat i did before...

Go out for a short while have a nice lunch with someone and found tat someone looks really pretty in uniform... im not pointing at skirts or so but ya tat person does look pretty in watever she is in... (wat thought i will say he right...) im not gay man... Had fish & co yet again hope it didnt bore the person out with the food...

Had a tiny talk abt going to movies tis and tat didnt turn out so well i guess too much into the talk of contradicting... well everything went well, enjoyed my time... oh well off to see my picture in pan pacific... so boring... oh well gonna be lonely since most of the ppl there will be moving abt ^^ my frens are going clubing so tis makes it more lonely... didnt really invite anyone or so u noe la how can hold on thursday nite... mad leh of course ppl busy leh... well i told tat to my lecturer he told me to ask pan pacific haha!! well i was left in *silence*

Oh well today was quite a fun day even though it was short ^^ thanks to the person who went out with me today to have lunch!! YUMMY!

WOWING

2007-02-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

Come on guys not till tis measure... i only stated a small understanding of the character in the game... ok to put aside the issue of game. since im talking abt WoW in laymen terms its world of warcraft... yes the long game ive played since my brother got me addicted to it... anyway not much of a addiction since i hardly play it... for some reason i tend to be really lucky whenever i play the game. Cant say it bores me or kills me or anything but ya to talk or crap ard with a frens or 2 in the game.

To the information the characters tat start with "Ra" are usually my characters... asking me the meaning of why its Ra... etc like Razu well i like the nick leh not happy ah lol j/k. Anyway its so funny how games like WoW can cause such matters like blowing up into a fight with facing punches... fierce isnt it... i saw a video of tis malay teen WoW player who actually punched a man when they met up... childish... they actually seriously met up to settle their WoW problems... crazy isnt it...

Well tis week is rush week ive not completely finish all my work but im takinga break... tired and my eyes are tired from all the drawing... the wacom tablet tat i do my work on is giving me handcramp... i think of using the smaller size one.... anyway i got a discount on the small one... but the small one feels kinda funny probably not used to it... i prefer the big one... but the problem is my screen is big... so the tablet fits itself to my screen size... if u noe how big my computer screen is u will feel my hands aching anytime abt...... NOW!!

Tomorrow going out with someone tat long time never goooo out with liao hehehee ^^ Anyway tomorrow im going to pan pacific to see my funny picture tat was chosen for the topic of 20/20... BORING! but hehe its kinda prestiges fun hor just go for fun lor but i think im going to leave early. Im sure someone wont wanna spend too much time there :P it can get quite boring. Im off to get ready to do my spamming on tsubasa drawings... its going to be more tablet drawing for me after my assessments on the following week ^^

Cheers! ^^ signing off!!

Turning out well

2007-02-25T10:40:00.000+08:00

hehe ^^ im back yet again on another post of my life as it is everyday and day and day after day and day and...ehhh ZzzZzzZzz

ok back to the topic of my im going to talk today ^^ on my blog. hmmm actually nothing much i must say pretty used to self talk on my blog can express a lot u noe.

i saw tis article recently abt the idea of a homonogulas society... for crying out loud wat kinda dumb name is tat i couldnt even spell it right for it didnt really make much of a word or sense to me... ok wat tis society does is tat its partially a cult... they do mind reading and some freaky rituals... ok why did they have an aritcle on them... i have no idea... perhapes their promoting their membership... nuts...

Im not into it but it just brings up the thought of how can such cults show their selves to openly to the public by even releasing news on wat they are and wat they do... arent they afraid of being condemned.. wat is the world coming too. i guess it is time for the world to end. Halleujah <--- correct me if i spelt it wrong hehe ^^

May God bless all of our destiny to wat is yet to come... BTW patience PAYS!!! oh lovely dovey patience...

It's tat time of the year

2007-02-23T19:40:00.002+08:00

Well its been a while since my post... i feel like blogging nowadays for no particular reason... guess i can't talk to anyone much since everyone is getting busy whenever im free... oh well talk to blog lor better than nothing. Went to school for a fun meeting today... playing a detective trying to solve tis case of drug dealing it was really funny the way we did it. Cause it seems there were a lot of bloopers in between the act tat made it tremendously funny. There was tis skit tat was the most funniest. this girl was abt to die so she went like " oh no plss plssss dun killl meee...??? " basically she forgot wat she had to say than there was the group tat played the skit " MRT not enough " basically it was a skit on wat goes on in MRT and how ppl dun give way and tis and tat. Cheers to ah lian kang!! haha!!

Oh well go home liao a little sian... not suppose to write blog on sabbath nite hor *oops*. ok better go anyway most of my friends quite busy liao got things to do got many other friend outings to attend. oh well the lonely man has to find something to do. Oh well at least i can play games and laugh at hydon. Never seems to amaze me on how much he can play on a game. ( madness ) im onli raiding he is a trainer nut...

Was looking through my toys today to pass some to my little nephew to play... well now i noe why babies need pacifier *did i spell it rite?* oh well my brother doesnt give his son a pacifier so the poor kid has to suck on something especially he loves to put things in his mouth like me and all my other sibilings when we were young *cute* NOOOOOO.... not cute ^^ well since he cant put anything in his mouth... and i guess i noe why our parents had to shove tat pacifier most of the time in our mouth... Hey leave me out of tis pacifier i was a quiet baby and didnt cry much... I guess they had to put it into our mouth was because we drooooled... YES we DROOLEEDDD admit it... ive got first hand studies on tis tat no pacifier babies drool more than a pacifier baby ^^ well i guess tat is very logical.

Well tats all for today to myself ^^ man i love myself... muahaha!!! since im the onli one reading my blog i feel so comforted talking to myself.

Are the things in life for granted?

2007-02-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

" The things i won't take for granted for i will lose them if i do " i believe in life this fact is very true as it is. I have experienced it and it isn't a nice feeling at all. It's like taking God's love and trust in us for granted. Does that apply to the people we love or the people that are close to us? Yes, what if u keep making someone that you love angry and than asking for forgiveness repeatedly and not realising that you have done the same mistake and still incorrigibily do it again and over again. I believe that forgiveness and sorry are meant to be words that do make a strong meaning when we say it. Am i keeping up to it? Dear lord i feel that i really need your help in where i am. Why am i like this and Why am i like that? Is it to the unpredictable events that are happening in my life that is making this hurtful aura that is hurting to the person i love? Or is it just me who feels that i am not able to make it up to make that person happy?

Time is of the little we can spend and use. Using it to proper usage is even of more importance. I feel like i don't even know what i'm talking about anymore. Even the english i'm using is not broken anymore. like e.g " i dun noe la" its more like " I don't know " Getting serious on a blog can sure revive my true english spirit in me. Guess i'm really serious about this. I guess i would like to move on with things in life and see how it goes. Valentine day is going to be a little funny for me as i've not been on a right path with the person i love. Oh well a quiet valentine's day it will be i guess. Anyway it's time to cool off and think things through and what went wrong and many things. Oh well if God is reading this message i pray that he will lead me in the way that he wants to.

To my dear out there. Sometimes its just me who needs to realise the change that i need to have in me. For the chances that have been given to me i would use it to the fullest. I know hurt that is done would be dented into the life. But happiness that is done could or may last for a day or years or could be forgotten in a day or a week. Love changes many but its the way and how we change. Words i say i heed and reflect on. Time is not of the essence for if time isn't used carefully especially in a relationship it would change lots of things. Oh well basically to put it i'm the one that requires the changing.

Is it me or what...?

2007-02-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

ok it been a while since i wrote in anything haha... Probably because i was too lazy or didnt felt like it bah... well im not in a bad mood or anything like tat ^^ ok these past few weeks have been a little tiring here and there and it has frustrated me a little.

well basically ive got problem here and there incurring not only on me but in my family and people close to me. Im trying to settle and solve these problems slowly. Im glad there is always someone who could stay by my side and comfort me even though ive given her sooo many problem ^^ well time passes by and things changes well i hope its for the better not for worse.

School has been rather boring and nothing much to say other than work and drawing. Well there is always many other things tat can bring some kinda spark to ur life. well there is a kid tat ask me once why i didnt write in very often in my blog compared to other ppl. i dun noe if i should refer tis question stupid or anything. the kid kept telling me that if i have a blog i should keep writing in or im lame... i seriously dun noe who or wat is more lame. Well my answer was tat its my blog... i do wat i wan with it and when i like to write in. there isnt a option tat i must be force to write in ya haha!! ^^ hope u enjoy my write in after u read it haha!!

Well things have been spreading wider and furthur away from me. people tat are close to me seem to have changed a lot and a little distant. well tis world changes rite but im glad is mostly for the good of it ^^ well ill try to improve here and there to make it nicer for my girlfren ^^ well lately things has been a little rough but im glad things are going well out for the both of us. well dun really have much things to say here and there but i pray for things to turn out as how God wants it to be. well havent been playing much games or so... WoW is getting boring not tat i dun like it but its just not my main priority or anything anymore ^^ on the other hand my girlfren is pretty on going with maple haha tats pretty cool ^^ at least she games hope she doesnt get addicted to it or anything ^^ i trust she wont ^^

oh yeah i was walking home from school today when i saw these kids from a school near me (save the school from the embarressment) basically wat they were doing was totally stupid and uncoof. If u had brains or maturity would u sit around like a useless bum. smoke in ur uniform and say u will beat tis person up and tis. oh pls they didnt have to say it out louder for everyone to noe tat they are going to beat someone up... tats pretty retarded and stupid. I could probably give u a slap and u would have flown a few feet away... anyway not to careless of who they were or so basically they were throwing things on the floor and throwing their cig all over the place. for crying out loud ur parents are like living a few floors above u. i dun noe if they have any upbringing. Why do i have a right to say? cause they are the biggest example there is end of story. Well this matter has frustrated me mostly cause of their recent appearence and irritating ppl here and there.

oh well tats abt it. but im always a easy going guy. im still happy and living the life. sadness falls in here and there but i get past them easily. 3 cheers!!!! anyway a hug to my dear *hug* always love u ^^ muahahhaa!!!!

The Long Return

2007-01-05T22:29:00.000+08:00

ok its been a while since i wrote something in my blog... Its getting tiring and busy each day or probably im just lazy to post on blog im sorry... well its not like anyone is reading it or so haha... well best thing of the year tat happen to me would be my december trip to japan. I manage to spend a lot of time with a few people that are close to me, i would put it as it was a really fun trip.

Well just not long 2 day ago i had a serious flu. man they had to pump out the yellow yucky stuff called phlgam... its sick i tell u when i saw it i was like *gagg* well when they shove tat pipe in my throat i gagged till i teared and gave up gagging anyway in the end... it sucks and its painful... yeah now u noe wat happens when they shove down a 15cm pipe down ur throat to take out stuff... i pray tat doesnt happen to u...

I've been logging into all my old acc on many websites tat i havent been to for a long time eg. Friendster and minitokyo. well i logged on to minitokyo ( to ur unknown info its a anime wallpaper website ) to post a picture tat i drew for my dear ^^ awww arent i the sweet guy wahaha!!! well it was fun i havent been giving her any drawings tat i did for a long time so if u are reading tis dear ^^ GOMENASAI!!!!! hehe ^^

I've been having a recent irritance with people who are freaking childish... Dun noe i keep thinking i wanna burn them or ignore them or torture them (evil grin) man they need to grow up those stupid low life... i dun noe wat keeps irritating me abt them... is it because they act cute... come on man u are like getting out of ur teen or something get a life stop acting cute and be a man... u poor useless act cute pple stop trying to gain attention get a life... well i sound really mean ya but oh well... my bad than... i dun like act cute pple...

Well enough of act cute pple... school is starting too many projects and im not doing anything... its kinda tiring and boring at the same time hmmmm kinda stress la ok... but luckily got my dear to always support me and cheer me on *hug* ^^ to those ppl who read my blog dun ask me who my dear is or u will get it from me... its onli for me to noe muahahaha!!!! come on man its just a blog... well im glad i wrote in cause some dumb person sent me an email regarding my old blog... well i sent him a virus to make him happy i hope he enjoys it when his or her com gets busted ^^ oh im so evil... hey if u ever read my blog again and send me a nice insulting email i can always bust ur new com or ur frens com again have fun and enjoy k ^^

Well sometimes things in life doesnt seem to go right especiallly when some super bad news breaks out on the 31 dec before new years day... ya tat kinda sucks rite... hehe well it happen to me but it wasnt all tat bad cause i understood the situation ^^ well i learn to let go and wait and love at the same time and i guess its a kinda test God has put for me and im willing to take it up. There might be some really hard brick walls against tis problem but im sure ill smash and get thru it or probably i might find a way around it hmmm its a hard one... Dear help me out on tis plssssss ^^ Sometimes we gotta think for ourselves is tis really wat God wans or God has given u... Does waiting for years and years and hope that God will give it to u and after tat u will live happily after... i dun think so.. if God was like tat and if he ask us to wait and he will give it to u and u would be happy with it till u die i guess u could really assist the situation really well... Well things in life is abt risk... Relationships are all abt risk... are men like a buffet platter? come on... if u are serious pls concentrate on 1 thing... build it up from the foundation tat u started... dun jump ard and than go like oh i think i like tis one better and start another foundation.. in the end the onli harm u would be doing would be probably urself... well im not saying tis to pin point anyone down or so... its just my personal opinion abt relationships... Books are meant be a simple example or a enlightenment to the situation... especially when its base on a human... come on... u take the exact facts of wat tat human's experience and try to input it into ur life or others... if love experience and how u wan a perfect love came from a book... i think everyone would have had a happy marriage and God wouldnt have to destroy the earth in the end... Come on... we arent robots... we think for ourselves... Sometimes the little things like a little trust in the people u noe would really be of some good help... Dun jeopardize the situation by placing ur other relationships to break off another relationship... its not fair to either sides...

Well enough of tis i think my blog is exploding soon cause im experiencing serious lag... Well Dear if u read tis i hope u dun take it to heart tis is how i feel ~><~ forgive momo k but im Glad everything is ok now and that we are all happy. Im still willing to wait all the way wahahaha!!!! i wont give up so u dun give up too k ^^

im sorry

2006-07-10T17:00:00.000+08:00

Thoughts through and out?
Today was a great day ^^ for some reason it was a really good one k wahaha its been a while since i saw football ( u noe the game where nearly 17 ppl are killing each other to get the ball ) well im not really into football or anything but why not its kinda to fun to watch if u have the company ^^ it was really enjoyable. I was glad i was able to watch world cup with the most important person to me ^^ we had fun watching it together. Now the funniest part was tat... well im sure everyone knows tat the world cup match between france and italy was at 1.50am ya? well usually by tat time we usually would have dropped on our bed and probably flying ard lala land or etc etc ^^ well we were seeing who would be dozing off first ^^ oh well too bad i lost i dozed off first * ahhh!! i will win next time!! hmph, ill be back :P *
Well i was thinking and looking at my long winded bloggy blog blog ^^ and i was thinking something as i looked through my previous post and i feel regretful of what i wrote... im sorry my dear meme. I know wat i wrote has probably hurt u a lot and in a late apology i wish i could take back all my words and im sorry for wat i have done. I guess i wasnt really using my brain to think before wat i typed. I wont lie tat i didnt feel unhappy or anything. But guess sometimes it comes as it is ~> <~ im sorry. Will you forgive me for what i said and have done ~> <~? I have thought and realised the mistakes i have caused and i am and will change for the better. Give me a chance to change for if im fixable im definitly repairable ^^
Well other then my apology i felt i had a great time on saturday and sunday ^^ we really enjoyed ourselves and seems like we forgot of everything else ^^ im so happy that i could spend time with u ^^ sushi was fabulous but caused me a stomache cramp but tat lasted for a few mins all thanks to the mighty redoxin!!! :P hey it always seems tat ur recommendations of medication to make one feel better really works!! ^^ Im sure we enjoyed ourselves ^^
Well guess its back to another stressful week ^^ final assessment is coming up and it looks dangerous for me... a lot of work and projects and of course the stress of losing my position ~> <~ i hope tat i can beat u all!!! * ok im not so evil k i was just joking ;) * Im so glad that i have someone to go through my problems and able to take all my stupid behaviour and moods and atitudes and nonsense and thousands more of crap tat i can do to hurt someone. Although im all smiley and dumby * i noe there isnt such a word but it sounds cute ;) * please forgive me and wait for me as we have alot to learn and change for each other ^^ * now lets see i forgot one very important thing!! * SMILE SMILE MEME ^^

stressed and bored..

2006-07-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

Bored and Stressed??
Well it seems bored and stressed recently... quite contradicting right? how can one feel bored and stressed at the same time... well probably it can be true... ^.^ well ppl like me arent really normal... quite abnormal ya if u noe me ^.^ glad in some way im abnormal from other ppl... anyway i think my inferiority complex just took control of me ~> <~
Its not been long i guess dun usually update my blog as i used to last time... i guess im starting to lose interest... or probably im just tired and dun really have the time or probably blogging died out in me... ahh i dun noe!!! im stressed... sounds kinda moody dun i ^.^ wahaha dun worry im not ^.^ told u some other part of me took over my mind... Doing abt a split personality project for my school. Guess im really going into the mood of it ^.^ well been quite stress recently... today i fell sick got a little food poisoning dang... spoilt my whole day... vomitted all over ~> <~ how sad... todays update is kinda draggy and boring and stupid and moody and all sorts of emotions k ~> <~
Well been quite stressed abt school cause of the projects coming up and i still cant get the hang of 3D max ~> <~ im soooo dead... oh well im not always down.. and feeling sad... well kinda happy now but im feeling kinda down atm... for some reason probably im just bored ^.^ anyway im just updating...
Hey its a really boring world k... but its a stressful one too ^.^ i think i might die not from erhummmm but from stress and boredom... it really kills the mind... its making my mind going haywired for some reason... ahhh confusion i say!! dang simon wats wrong with u... take control of urself... well im stressed tats all i can say.. ive got a lot of my mind... its irritating me sometimes.. majority and practically everything is abt work and work... i think im the type of person tat really needs to do less work and more play and relaxation... im dying... i need to be saved or something... saw superman in school... its one heck of a stupid show... its really bothering me at how a bullet and hit his eye and it seems like the bullet hit a wall or something... dang sooo inpenetratable... i wish i was as super too...
Anyway im being really bothered recently... but thanks to someone im getting over it and feeling less stress abt it but im still a little down at times... hey i guess tis is wat we call having our own space wahaha!!! ok i was just joking... well im always asking stupid questions... im quite negative on myself on tis post ya... dun noe why but pls forgive me im feeling kinda negative myself... anyway signing off... and to let myself noe and someone too ;) smile smile im alright ^.^ * ahh im soo lying to myself *

Interesting Updates

2006-06-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

Interesting Updates

You Should Get a MFA (Masters of Fine Arts)

You're a blooming artistic talent, even if you aren't quite convinced.You'd make an incredible artist, photographer, or film maker.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Your Birthdate: October 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.
Your strength: Your intense optimism
Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents
Your power color: Jade
Your power symbol: Flower
Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Submitted on June 16, 2006

New Template

2006-05-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

New Template!
Hehe I'm back this time with a much more crazier and nuttier template as ever ^^ It was kinda tedious as the programming was a little hard well but it was a success. Thanks to Perculius Purple for helping me out. Hope all of you like my new template * HARD WORK HOR U BETTER LIKE IT IF NOOOOOT!!!...something will happen :p * Well Meme Chan see new blog hehe anyway its much like a private blog since i told it to everyone. Meme chan like my new blog des? ^^ well enough of programming i'm kinda tired of it but i will try to make it look nicer :p add a song to it or so ^^ cute and nice blogs need cute and nice songs rite :p sorry my kinda idea very childish hor ^^ well i am in some sort or another. Well this update was really fun. Rachel ^^ Gambatei for O'Levels YOSH!!^^

Submittted on May 25,2006

Another day

2006-04-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

Time is what we all have..
Its been a while since i wrote in. Sorry poor blog i have not been visiting u often.. Rachels blog is too eye catching for me i guess wahahaa. Well my last update was like ages so i guess those who read can prepare for a longgggg update.
Time is what we all have. I guess time issss what we all have but i guess we dun tend to use it properly in life. Looking back of how i lived my life before i entered NAFA i must say i had the time but i wasted it. Thank God and for someone that was able to save me from being a wastrel. If i had continued on my life would have ended up miserable.
Anyway im not sure if im able to post here in the future anymore as im not sure what the future holds for me. In the meanwhile all i can say is that i enjoy being with all my friends both in school,church,the person that is very important to me and God. All of you have helped me a lot to get to where i am today. Thanks a lot for being there for me especially for someone. Anyway hey guess what i topped the school wahaha how lucky is that. I won a few competitions too. Hey im not going to tell u the prize... no ones getting a treat from me wahahaha just joking. Oh and im going to continue with my driving lessons. I want to drive asap ^.^ im missing out too much on life if i dun drive ~> <~ .
Its been a really crazy month tis april. Ill say a lot of things had happen to me. I cant explain how and what is going on for now. But i hope all those who know me will understand one day why. This may sound unreasonable but its nothing related to me leaving to go anywhere or so. I hope i dun give anyone the wrong impression wahahaa!! time passes by so fast. next moment i know it its already 1 yr completed in NAFA. Its really been crazy.. I believe that miracles do happen as it has happened to me twice already. I thank someone who is closest to me for helping me realise that life isn't just about the moment but to live tat moment to its fullest ^.^
Although it has been hard on me to realise. But i believe everything is for God to decide. But yet troubles and problems still come to my mind. I wish i had a time machine and go wayyy back wahaha how fun could tat be. But tat would mean im defying everything God created if there was such a machine wahaha!! If i had a time machine ill bring just 1 person back with me wahahaa!! I know everything seems weird now but i hope everything will go well one day.
Long long update huh.There is much more but i think someone needs to sleep already.... If u are reading tis u will understand. YAY!! my assesments are finish and i can finally have a proper sleep tat is if i can have some wahaha!! i love to wake up early to always greet erhum.. and so i guess its stop to my update ^.^ and Rachel Gambatei!! for your MYE and prelim and O's ^.^ remmeber the promise k wahahaa!! my promise to you still stands wahaha but ill try ~> <~ now STUDY!!! and SLEEP EARLY!!!! whispers to myself ( i just realise no one reads tis blog except for me and a few people ) wahahahaa!! ^.^

Submitted on April 25, 2006

a journal of wat happen

2006-02-24T15:03:00.000+08:00

Just an Update...
Well tis is an update from me.. since its been a while since i wrote wahaha... haiz i must have been pretty occupied ^.^ !! Time is moving so fast.. my term 3 has just finished and next week is my holidays hurray!!! ^.^ i get to spend more time talking to someone and doing my stuff.. i miss the times when i had my holiday.. although im kinda busy nowadays i still have time to talk to you wahahaha. Telling me all the things that happen wahahaha!! ok well tis will be kinda long sooooo bare with me k ^.^ wahaha!
Ever since valentine's day post... hmmm lets see... quite a few things happen. OK here we go ^.^!! well seems like after valentine's day tat particular week seems kinda ok everything was going as it was suppose to go. Did wat i was suppose to do daily etc etc... yeah kinda boring but it was fun ^.^ ( how can boring...but still fun...* simon theory* ) hehe.. ahh yes last sat.. hmm lets see ah yes... it was auntie janie's birthday ^.^ a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY to u!!! may u become much more wiser and happy as the time to come ^.^!!! oh well wanted to go out to have dinner at this new fish restaurent i found but since frank had to study...felt kinda disappointed and somehow funny tat nite but i got over it haha after a talk... oh well there is always another time rite ^.^ but not too late hor ~> <~ ... hehe!
Well tis week was my assessment week... ok tell u the bad news... i had to resubmit one of my works... ~> <~ ok tell u the details at the end... wahahaaa ( still can laugh... ) well i knew tis week was to come soon enough and yesss!! term 3 is over hurray!!.. im happy that i did really well for my other subjects.. distinctions ^.^ soooo happy till today ~> <~ haha... well i guess sometimes life has its setbacks and we must take it gracefully i guess.. oh the words of encouragement from myself... ( so sad ) well i guess i had to resubmit due to the fact i was selfish... well after talking to someone i realise tat i was selfish... thanks for awakening me ^.^!!! art is not meant to be shown to urself but to be shown and to be shared with others.. dun think wat looks nice to u may look nice to others.. i couldnt rely the msg i was trying to show in the picture since i thought i manage to understand it myself... i was selfish ~> <~ !!! ( yes simon i guess u learnt ur lesson already ) oh man now im talking to myself... im turning mad i tell u.... * i hope tis doesnt scare anyone away from me...im not mad ok it was just a joke *... well but i guess its meant to be bah ~> <~ i dun think i can keep my position as top 10... oh well... BUT i will try my best for term 4 and make it up!!! GAMBATEI SIMON!!! ^.^ .... Thanks to tat someone for encouraging me and keeping me happy when i was kinda down!! ^.^ u also gambatei too k ^.^ whahahaha!!!
I have been addicted to Corrine May 's music!!! Its too nice,beautiful,pleasent and soothing to the ears ^.^ awake and lively is the music i must say for some of it... ~> <~ some soooooo sad... but i guess tats why i love her music.. well someone also addicted liao... hmm i feel so nostalgic when i listen to jap music especially when its the really old ones.. eg. gundam seed, etc etc.... haizzz.. well i thought i was addicted to jap song i guess corrine may 's music broke tat addiction i must say ^.^ hehe.. and OH YES!!! i found tis very beautiful place... its too beautiful and pple may not believe it as singapore has not places tat beautiful and nice to see... ( perhapes im wrong wahahaa ) the scenery of tat place was soooo beautiful... im not going to tell anyone where it is... secret just for me :P hehe... well i hope to bring someone there someday... the nice blue waters and the greenery ahhh soooo nice ^.^ wahahaa.. oh ya its kinda ulu as there are no buses there...hehe ^.^ ahhh time oh time...
Time must proberly be the onli problem we humans have i guess... if onli we could turn back time... not by 100 yrs or anything... ( oh man its disastrous...wat are u thinking simon... ) well for me i guess i wish i could turn back time to the holidays where i could spend it again and again... sounds so selfish ~> <~ but i guess we all got to move on in life and to prepare for wat holds ahead for all of us. It makes me sad that as the time to come.. we will all be going our seperate ways in a few yrs time... but i hope we can all keep in contact with each other and may our characters be still there as we see each other in the future no matter wat we become ^.^!! oh my goodness so much time spent writing on this blog... someone is waiting :P wahahaha sorry hehe! ^.^ i guess tis is all i can update maybe there is some stuff i forgot.. ~> <~ ahh my memory has been failiing me for a really long time already... WHY!!! but im still super ^.^ dun feel tired nowadays wahahaha someone also very super.. wahahahaa!!! but... erhum... haha... nani tateiru aru ima kakeshite no mama tadashi iru ma ZZZZZZZZ haha so go figure out wat tis means wahahahaahha ok jaa!!!! ( simon u are soo long winded.... ) and im not nuts or crazy k....

Submitted on Feburary 24,2006

Happy Valentines day

2006-02-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!!
Happy Valentine's Day to everyone out there!! Its been a really long time since i updated my blog... School has been the only hazard in my life and preventing me from having a good relaxing time. Project and Assignments have been hitting me like a tsunami ~> <~
Anyway im very happy and excited over the matter that my design template about the Night Elves from World of Warcraft were choosen for the OCBC young designers G.A Award. I didnt expect this to come.. so shocking.. guess i was lucky huh wahaha ^.^
Now lets see... since my last post.. hmmm a lot of happy things and not much sad things.. been going to school everyday..listening to boring lectures..stay in school till late to finish up some work and of course talk to 2 people very important to me. Life is still Good and Going.. My assesments were all a success and im very happy to recieve great results for all of them. ^.^
Ok today is Valentine's Day.. hmm lots of funny stuff happen today.. now lets see... went for some crazy neo prints that i will never ever want to go again after wat does crazy nuts did to me... arghh ill get u guys 1 day!! 1 day i TELL U!!....went with the guys to shop gifts for their girlfrens.. haizz i didnt noe a swatch watch tat looks so puny and breakable cost 73 dollars... oh man.. cant belive it.. swatch has designs not quality... Today on the way back to school saw these 2 secondary school kids buying jewelry from a shop.... i tell u they must have used their ang bao money to buy their girlfrens gifts i tell u... dun get them...silly... these days everyone is turning materialistic... haha!! Well i dun celebrate Valetine's Day as not many pple already noe the meaning of it anymore.. wahaha i sound so old fashion and talking all tradition now.. ~> <~ wahahaha
After for such a long time.. i gave someone a gift for valentine's day.. well tat someone should noe who she is... anyway glad u like the gift.. i pray for a great future and may u gain much knowledge in ur walk in life.. Enjoy life to its fullest ( no such word in the dict i noe....) ^.^ study hard k no matter wat ill be there to give u my support in anything u do.
Ok wow.. i wrote another long story... haizz ok its 1 min b4 the end of Valentine's Day.. I WOULD LIKE TO WISH EVERYONE A SUPER DUPER HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!

Submiited on 14 feburary,2006

Hope...

2006-02-01T07:57:00.000+08:00

Hope...
its been a long time since i wrote in to my blog.. Many things had happen.. hmmm lets see.. chinese new year.. btw GONG XI FA CAI to everyone out there.. didnt really count how many red packets i got.. but i think it will be similar from last yr..(secret wahahhaa) anyway thank you my dear little claire for accompanying me during the super duper boring dinner.. ^.^!
Visitations were none stop... hmm monday we went to visit aunt phyllis.. haha tis is my first time in her house.. so sad i got to know them much better when i entered church.. NICE house aunt phyllis and uncle oliver!! i sure had a lot of fun and im sure the others did too ^.^.. We had lion dance.. hmmm made me perspire a lot though.. whahahaa frank and me and uncle oliver were playing with the lion.. frank was so talented in it ^.^ haha frank go for lion dance leh! more fierce wahahahaa!!
Hmmm yesterday yesterday... well yesterday was really an interesting day..now how do i start off...ah yes.. there was tis stamp collection dedicated to the year of the dog at the singapore philatic museum ( i thought it was a real dog show kinda exhibition when i talk to u, wahahha ) ya we went there to see stamps.. hmm i stopped collecting stamps last yr jan..... hmm guess i was diff last time...well times has changed wahahaha!! well thanks to someone ya? wahaha.. We had lunch at tis vegetarian indian restaurant..( its FREE!!! ... couldnt believe it at first.. until aunt janie told me... ) well the food there was great.. not too spicy neither too blend just rite ^.^ haha well im pretty OK with any food as long there is food its great wahahaha (sound like a glutton now) wahaha
After tat meal.. oh yeah we donated its a something like you eat and if u think the food is great u could donate..is it? yeah its some kinda charitable kinda place.. wahahaha!! im blur... Anyway after that fulling meal.. rachel was really full... saying her stomache cannot take it liao wahahaha ( oh yeah... wahaha i missed out the biggest most important thing.. i went with aunt janie,aunt annie,rachel and jerome..) jerome pls tuck out ur shirt sometimes u look much better in it wahahaha dun worry we wont be able to see tat lucky belly of urs wahahahaa!! so mean ^.^
We went to the asian civilisation musuem at empress place.. hmm lets see... oh yeah the special exhibition was abt " POWER DRESSING " yeah.. it was ultimatly boring... clothes and more clothes.. guess the artifacts were more interesting.. 1 thing bad abt the musuem.. their doors are so heavy.. we all got lazy so we pressed the handicap switch to auto open the doors wahaha!! dang didnt noe we were soo old... i hope we learnt more things abt wat we saw in it wahaha.. well hmmm after we left the museum.. ahh yess.. went to get ice cream.. sat down in front of cavengh bridge.. really didnt noe it had a name.. though was just a bridge there to go across the river.. we entered the fullerton hotel ^.^ well i must it is a great nice looking hotel.. well we went out saw the interior and used their toilets.. wahahaha such a high class hotel and we used their high class toilet.... wahahahaha!!there were lots of koi there.. we played with them haha.. they kept sucking our fingers..such interesting fishes.. Wahahhaa i guess tat was the end of our day..
This is the end of it i guess... but b4 i sign off... i wan say tis " Thank you for accepting who i was and a big sorry for what i did, Time we had together was fun, and i hope that it will continue as it is till that very day comes, ill be waiting at the finish point for u as the time is not up yet. May we travel down that long road that God has made. We dont know wat the future holds but time will tell. My joy was to come about by your influence.. God and You have moulded what i am able to come to be today. The barrier is there to control us but not to take away wat is already there. When that time comes i hope that this barrier will be gone.. and we would be able to accept who we are. "

Submitted on Feb 1,2006

funny tots

2006-01-08T18:05:00.000+08:00

Funny Thoughts...
Funny thought going through my mind... anyway yesterday was my baptism...too tired to report yesterday... well im glad i entered into the family of the seventh day adventist. A big year is ahead of me with many challenges and many things for me to learn.
Well yesterday was really amusing day... lots of laughter and fun... well i guess baptismals are suppose to be kinda solemn... guess me and jun kiat didnt seem so solemn as we were laughing... yes it was a serious occasion but it was something to be happy abt guess tats why we were laughing..
After our baptism we took a swim... water tasted sooooooooo bad..salty... ya sea water... wahahaha after baptism go for a swim... something is really wrong with us... Well had a lot of troubles to decided where we should eat.... thinking and thinking and arguing haha but in the end we decided where to eat.. wahaha (so sad wanted sakae sushi)... oh well changi airport it was!!
Went to changi airport to have dinner...walked ard terminal 2 to find some place to eat.. well we saw a sakae sushi... but couldnt eat there as i guess it was DOH expensive... oh well i guess we than decided to eat at the airport canteen.. well food was so-so ok-ok... haiz im a fussy eater... sorry wahahaha.. well after tat full meal we decided to go walk to swensens... the one tat was located where u can see the planes take off...
We walked and walked...wanted to walk to terminal 1.... but too bad it was shut.... took a sky train to terminal 1...super crowded wahaha oh well we got to terminal 1...went to where swensens was...guess wat.... it was closed....says go back to terminal 2... wow... oh well we than took a short moment to take a look at planes...( some talk abt money to buy rings or watever etc etc ) we than went back to terminal 2 for desert... funny part starts wahaha..
Ok this was like one of the most funniest thing that made me laugh my heart out.. wasnt long since i got a good laugh.. ok hmm lets see we ordered lots of ice cream(dang got 1 pimple already)... hmm ok jun kiat got sticky chewy chocolate.. we were talking happily.. when all of a sudden jun kiat's ice cream cone sticky chewy chocolate just fell off his hand... instead of salvaging it... he just looked so depressed putting his hand on his forehead and just starring at it...(dude pick up the ice cream man)!!... instead of telling him to pick it up we were laughing( arent we bad.... sooooo bad) ya it was kinda bad of us... hmm not sure how did it drop off his hand... i just turned my head and his hand was in the air,..but the ice cream on the floor... than i just started to go hysterical than frank and rachel noticed it and started going hysterical also... oh well i think if u were there u would proberly be laughing ur head off... finally after a while... when the sticky chewy chocolate was attached to the floor.. jun kiat decided to pick it up... oh man the puns(sticky chewy chocolate) wahahaha oh well... oh well we all had 1 great laugh..sorry jun kiat wahahahahahahahahahaa!!!

Submitted january 8,2006

Genting and holiday

2006-01-03T13:39:00.000+08:00

Genting Highlands..
Just came back from genting highlands! There was so much fun.. i havent enjoyed myself so much ever since my last trip to disneyland... Did a lot of crazy stuff up at genting wahahaha!! Took the corkscrew,flying coaster and space shot and even some go karts wahahaha!
Corkscrew was kinda crazy went 360degree 2 times wahahaha...after tat thrill i wont mind taking the one at disneyland the one tat goes 360 degree like 10 times... wahahaha!! space shot was crazy man... going up like 10 stories... dropped down at air speed...couldnt even feel my ass when i dropped... wahaha frank was counting down... 10,9...3,2,1.... the 1 seem to be really long... and than after shouting 1 for 2 times we suddenly dropped wahahaha!!!
We did some campcraft... well im proud that we built table tat could sit 8 people wahahaha!! hmm i dun seem really enthusiastic abt my trip to genting... haha not really sure why... proberly havent been touching my com for just 1 week has given me a lazy mind to type down things.... Anyway i hope to leave 1 good year behind that God has given me and now to continue my 2 1/2 yrs in NAFA...
Today was school... dang...straight away after coming back its school already... had long meeting... 1 lesson today.. lasted only like 1 hr...designed a house and im suppose to draw it out...arghhh... have class rep meeting...( celine!!! is all ur fault... why u go lost my report... next time u do the report!! make me have to reprint everything rush thru and check like 1 mad dog... kick the bucket and fill it up with crap e fish de mate...arghh still can smile and laugh today....arghhh ) okok just joking wahahaha...dun scold me if u are reading my blog now wahahaha.... anyway u aint my assistant class rep liao... so HURRAY!! okok joking again.... it was fun working with u!! stay bubbly as u are!!!
Times moves so fast... dang im getting longwinded now..... hmm anyway those who read my blog i wish u guys a happy belated new year 2006!! Cant really touch my computer much now... but there is always time to touch it even for a while wahahahaha!! yo taking sec 4 now...study hard hor... u noe who u are if u reading tis.... less anime more books wahaha!!! work hard and play hard wahahaha ^.^ anyway take it slow... so bored... wahahaha!!! OK tats it for my crazy long talk... dang tis is long... Hey!!! NEO & KIM if u reading it dun u dare laugh hor... if not im gonna give u a bad report wahahaha!!!

Submitted January 3,2006

dog dog dog!!

2005-12-19T18:27:00.000+08:00

Oh cutee dogs...
Dogs... ah they are so adorable... i plan on getting a golden retriever puppy next yr proberly in feb or something... i cant take it i have greatly fallen in love for dogs.. Today me,rachel,tedmund and jun kiat went to visit sushi house(suresh)... oh his chihuahua x shetland shepherd.... so CUTE!!... ok enough of his dog ahhh i cant wait to get mine... ahh golden retriever pups are as cute!! big furry so nice to cuddle haha(sounds like a soft toy hor) wahahahaa
Today was VBS... school holiday camp... haha it was really fun. kids were enjoyable and fun to play along with... There was lots of laughter and fun.. Time has gone by so fast its going to be january soon... i wish all those taking O level to study real hard ^.^ gambatei!!! didnt update much of camporee...was fun but fell sick...didnt really wanted to blog much abt it wahahaha!!

Submitted on December 19,2005

camporeee

2005-12-08T18:23:00.000+08:00

Camporee time is running out...
Long time since i wrote something on my blog... ok its already dec 8 leaving for camporee tomorrow.. hmm its gonna be crazy and fun wahahahaa.. this is my first camporee with the pathfinder (excited)!! ok why i say time is running out...well i think i have been pretty much playing around tis holiday...doing practically nothing...suppose to finish up some work before school starts...guess going to get scolding wahaha...
Well right now im just thinking about the trip to genting highlands haha i soooooo wanna try the rollarcoaster corkscrew and many others that can gimme the thrill wahahahaa.. seems like i did my crazy things instead of riding rollarcoasters....man just when i tot i was mad... ok after tis month of lazy and rotting at home...i think its time to concentrate next yr as im going to have to work even harder!! hope camporee is fun will updated after when i come back from camporee....

Submitted on december 8,2005

happy december

2005-12-01T01:23:00.000+08:00

Happy december!!
hurray! its the best time of the year! december haha its the month of giving and recieving ( hmm recieving )... hmm today is 1 december the starting off of a rough month... Camporee,VBS and finally the retreat at malaysia nature reserve...Sounds like a really crazy month.Hope it everything turns out fine and dandy!... hmm 3 days never write in blog seems kinda weird so just decided to write alittle something..
Reading a few books sure have increase much of what little knowledge i sure had during my holiday ( yes i was pretty stupid from the start )... well rachel lent me a few books to kill my boredom.. hmm thanks for the IKDG im sure u not wat tat means... the dogs book were great!! ahh my love for dogs has increase from 100% to 200%!! anyway i wanna to have a big ( im not going to say what olivine said ) dog that of cuz says scary and friendly at the same time muahaha...im demanding so much!!
Well 1 year went by so quickly... it was like i knew the chuan hoe youth guys for like 4 to 6 months... haiz.. anyway we not chuan hoe youth liao... its Chrysolite youth!! anyway i think we should just enjoy our youth while we can!! its not all abt study and work... lets play hard and work hard haha...dang im so long winded..ok time to sleep...( wat in the world am i writing a blog at 3am in the morning on the 1st of dec )..... OYASUMI!!!!

Submitted on December 1,2005

saturday night

2005-11-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

Normal day...
Hmm updating my blog after a while...didnt really change the font for my previous posts to verdana... haha just realise so decided to use my fav fonts... anyway.. today was really interesting day although i said normal day... Going to church...and participated in an act the pathfinders put up for camporee... well we all wore green and red ribbons...for some reason i think not many pple knew tat today was battling against aids day..... Well that was surprising.. Well we distributed flyers in the afternoon...Hero suresh had to do 6 blocks...and when we couldnt finish all 6 we had to run back to church just to collect a few more to complete the rest...
After that tiring time giving out flyers we felt really hungry... so we than decided to eat sze char( for those who dont noe wat sze char is..its those food like tofu,meat,veg etc etc ).... dinner was great we had fish head curry..but it tasted kinda ok la...( proberly i have a very high demand of good food ).. well today is a fun day and had a lot of fun with my youth wahaha!!.. anyway signing off now..im not really blogging in my house also...

Submitted on November 27,2005

outing with godma

2005-11-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

Outing with godma...
haha today was a fun day!! went out with 5th godma...(auntie serene).... haha i totally forgot who was 5th godma.... was telling rachel abt how many godparents i had....she showed me a site regarding godparents.... hmm for some reason i dont really know why i have so many godparents also...weird hor whahahahaa!! well i have no idea who my mom signed me off as my legal guardian...(thanks mom!).... hmm lets get back to the topic... went out with godma serene...she just came back from shanghai ( NETAMASHII!!! ) we went out to suntec city since she needed to buy groceries and stuff....ate at tis thai restaurent haha i think it was the one tat i ate with aunt jill iris jun kiat and suresh on national day when we went to get hydon's gift...ahhh nice food but really spicy haha!!
We than went to carrefour to buy stuff haha jervis and claire was too lazy to walk.... so they just jumped into the cart and made me push them here and there..haha for some reason playing with these kids are quite fun! haha... for an 18 yr old to play with them its kinda weird i must say whahaha! well guess im still in kiddy land huh... Well we than headed down to esplanade...haha a lot of lightings.... short walk to digest our food properly haha...when we headed back i had to piggyback claire on my back....she fell asleep and godma cant carry her since she has a back problem haha! oh well she was kinda light luckily.... carried her from esplanade to suntec city.... haiz... well it was a tiring day but it was OMOSHIROMI!!!(fun).... haha

Submitted on November 21,2005

the hike

2005-11-13T18:56:00.000+08:00

Hiking 14km....
Today was a really tiring day, ok la it was vie with the walk that i made to church when i got locked out...hmm ok this is how it started....hmm ok stayed at aunt janie place than next day we met up at macritchie reservoir...hmm thought was the cafeteria...but wrong oh well moved towards the carpark....My dad thought us how to read the map etc etc....and guess wat we missed out the most important factor when my group was leading... lol!! ok we did for the first route...well 2nd team did great too haha... 3rd team did great too haha we had a lot of team work than....but slowly i think everyone got tired lol...especially when we saw the route towards the dam i think all of us was like .... - . -!! so ya haha!! well we entered singapore country club... oh no! out of all days they said some VIPS were there....goh chok tong and guess what lim swee say minister of manpower and also owner of the NTUC business haha! lol well aunt janie talked to him lol....ok how we ended up at the country club was even more ridiculous.... we went up towards the treetopwalk at pierce...ok we thought we were going to right direction... haiz ok my dad gave us a big scolding... but it was useful... cause i dun think we can afford to make tis kinda mistake in the jungle lor.... confirm we end up bones...well haha there was a sign at the treetopwalk tat we couldnt go down... but who cares whahahaha our 2 heros suresh and isaac went down haha! the usual things those 2 will do soooo kind!! ok than we went down....trecky thru the harsh environment...haha it was prickly but it was also kinda like an experience FUN! jk!.... than we started to take in wat my dad said....LANDMARKS.....rite... ok than me and rachel really started to chose landmarks carefully...
wow tis is like an essay man long time never write one but it is still fun....continue reading people... ok than with some accurate readings we made it out haha SINGAPORE COUNTRY CLUB whahaha!!! ok so glad we saw a road.. ok than something really funny happen... i ran up to a hut.. than put the map on the floor and starting reading.... now here is the funny part...is was near the road...
so some of them was telling me CAR CAR!!! CAR CAR!!! than i look towards the road.. and yes i saw a car went by and was going like.. ya the car is sooooo far and u guys are shouting to me CAR CAR!!! than i realise those golf buggies...rite GUYS!! CAR CAR!!! WHAHAHAHA!! ok la tat was kinda blur of me la...haha! ok than we really went mad over landmarks than.. we went all the way...and than the marshall told us cannot pass....cause VIPS were there...and than the rest i said on earlier already.....so we took a really long walk back out to venus road... haha i can see my old house from there....big house reminded me of my cats....rite rachel....whahaha find it whahaha!!!! the adults needed rest when we reached the road...so we the youth decided to run along first and go eat whahaha!!!! but i didnt really had much of an appetite.. so i just munched a little tau hu goreng from alden haha!!! stole 2 ahtapchi from tedmund cause he didnt like it haha! tedmund......
after tat we headed down to pierce reservoir to enjoy ourselves...sat down had a nice talk and also took a group photo weee!!! suresh and isaac.... monkey madness....*dang forgot to bring some nuts for them*..... oh ya...my dad was like saying when we reach the dam we will see shangri la.... rite.... when we got there we sure did saw shangri la....without cold water at ur feet.... the water was dirty and warm.... so aunt jill decided to head down towards the cooling side wah!!! the water was cooling lor....sorry ah the rest of the guys who were left behind...dun worry when we go star gazing soon... i was talking with aunt jill tat we go there at nite...enjoy the cold water running thru our feets and gaze at stars ahhh!!! haha! than when we were walking back we found a nice patch of grass....it was smooth...funny... so we leaned back...guess wat as an artist my imagination went bonkers... haha..
ok jun kiat. me, isaac , chuan rong, shalom were laying there enjoying the very cool breeze and smooth bed like feeling patch of grass...making jokes haha....going like bird poo poo might drop on who...cause we saw a hawk and a seagull flying above us.... lol they might bomb on us...WHAHAHA!! ok than going back... lol luckily aunt jill didnt saw me doing semephore signals to rachel...if not she will kill me....cause i did something like an S and a T..... when im suppose to do a H and I ... haha! hmm but my reading signals are still ok haha! could understand tat someone was saying come back whahaha... ok la today was tiring but was a really fun day!!!
well i must say our youth is a very active youth im glad to have them as my buddies and best friends!Thanks guys chuan hoe rocks forever lor!!!
Ok those who read this i noe its long sorry but i hope u enjoyed it whahaha!!!

Submitted on November 13,2005

soi fon and yoruichi

2005-11-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

Bleach madness...
Hmmm past few days couldnt sleep much too interested in drawing picture and going about with my copic... hmm got like 30 copic colours....haha!! cost me a bomb but it was worth it.... Rachel said i stole some of her super powers lol!! proberly i did.... dun really seem tired! whahaha!! Today just drew my own design of soi fon and yoruichi from bleach.... man the military costume for the ruling commander of the 2nd division ROCKS!! well i think its going to be kurosaki ichigo and kuchiki byakuya haha cant wait for bleach 58 to come up!
Hmmm blogging seems ok and fun seems like a big open diary for everyone to read wats going on in my life... well have fun reading pple cause im a tough nut to crack....

Submitted on November 12,2005

my first drawing completed with copic

2005-11-09T09:41:00.000+08:00

My First Drawing....
Well i have done a few drawings and completed them with copic hmm seems like it turn out to be a success. But there is always lots of room for improvement. I gave my very first piece of completed drawing with copic to rachel for her birthday present. So i decided to turn it into a card so the youth can write a few things to her ^ . ^ !!! Anyway im starting to draw and color more these few days.... copic is addictive when u really get the hang of it.... haiz haiz
Hmm learning a few jap words everyday....gets chim and harder to remmeber each word... cause they have so many meaning in them....1 english word could mean a few jap words.... oh man!! headache... anyway its fun when u have someone to talk to in jap haha..german was kinda easy at first.... not such a hard language to master ^ . ^!!! Anyway Auntie Jill was thinking that i come up with an animation that has to do with the Gospel to Revelations hmmm was thinking hard about it i might consider....got to do some research on it first haha!! ok back to the drawing board than..

Submitted on November 9,2005

Great Birthday Party

2005-11-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

BIRTHDAY!!!....
Today's was Rachel's Birthday!! congratulations on becoming 15!! well dinner was great long time since i ate pizza hut. Man! The crust on the pizza was cheesy, GREAT!!
Well we got her this big pooh bear quite big la... Told her i will get something real big she couldnt really carry home!! WHAHA!!!!! Well if you are seeing this hope that you will keep doing your best in your studies! GANPATEI!!!

Submitted on November 5,2005

hot and spicy dinner.....

2005-11-04T00:54:00.000+08:00

Hot and Spicy dinner.....
Well today we had dinner at suresh's place. He invited a lot of people from church for his....hmm should i put it as a house warming dinner. His mom cooks great fish curry!! hot and spicy. Well it was great seeing his place for the first time...

Submitted on November 4,2005

Trying again...

2005-10-31T15:30:00.000+08:00

Trying Again...
Cant seem to get a title so far on my blog for my talk of the day......hmmm must find out the problem....Ok back to trying to upgrading my blog and dun worry once i get my scanner im going to put in some of my drawings whahahahahaha!!!!!

Submitted on October 31,2005

Finally its up and working!!!

2005-10-31T15:06:00.000+08:00

Finally its up and working!!!
After some long and troublesome looking thru tis and tats i finally manage to get this up properly......Ya rite not fully la so im still trying hard on it Ganbatei!!!!

Submitted on October 31,2005