Sunday, March 18, 2007

YIPEE!!

Hello its been a while since i wrote in or probably its been onli 5 days 0.o
oh well many happy things have happen in the recent days or so that has made me think really positively of the things around me.
Its nice when the smiles from the people ard u are felt and especially from the ones u love ya ^^ who doesnt agree with me on that :p

Oh well im glad that the people i love are smiling and happy. I hope they are truly happy in their heart and soul ^^ A fake front is never going to last if its just for show ya ^^
Well i see happy hearts and not fake fronts tats for sure ^^ very happy

Jerome birthday just past he has finally entered his teenage years and hopes he is getting out of his pampers as well time to be a big boy and make ur right decisions. Well it was fun we had dinner at auntie jill's place lots of laughter, wait... actuallly not much laughter cause everyone was soo focus on phantom of the opera... ok la it was a so so ok nice show la wont give it 2 thumbs up but probably a thumbs up for the singing and thrilling parts of the show ^^

Body aches are quite frequent lately pain here and there not really sure wat it is but its kinda hard to move abt ><>

im glad that my relationship with the people i have are slightly improving some are stagnent and some arent really making any progress or perhapes dropping or so. Suddenly ive become too happy that someone ask me if i was myself 0.o hmmm i guess i am starting to become a little too happy even over sad matters or so ^^ hey but tats me i learn to change a little here and there good to be happy mah rather than be sad ^^ quite fun people cant tell if u are sad or anything muahaha!!!
My sadness is kept for onli myself and for someone special who i can share with ^^
But obviously not to keep telling tat someone special sad stuff ive decided to keep the talk of sadness short and simple not into full detail ^^ if not sure something wrong might happen if the whole story was told :p

My mind has been obviously gone funny or weird, is it because of wats going on in my family? is it the future isnt sure for me? Im dying to enter the NS or should we say army or some kinda training to discipline my mind or so. hmmm weird very weird i myself also dun noe but it seems for now i dun really have much of a aim or so ^^ the future is sooo unsure ><>

But i pray for the people that are ard me and also for the ones i love hoping that the changes will be something positive and something they wont regret or feel sad abt. Only God and prayers can help those and of course me... im changing as well seems pretty positive happy for me i guess :p but ill be back to my normal self as always. Never worrying and always finding a solution for something ^^ meanwhile hope to go out tis coming week to remove my braces YAY!!!! im finally taking it off... im pretty scared to see my dentist as his clerk will probably scold me like mad ><>
She everytime scold me one i very scared :(
oh well hope i can go out with my fren to have lunch or something ^^
sometimes in life wasting a little tiny bit of ur time wont really hurt
sometimes resting and relaxing and probably not doing anything can really help in the happy thinkings of mind, not neccessarily resting and not doing anything will make u think evil things.
It simply depends on the individual and how he/she thinks
Going out with frens, relaxing, music, movies and doing nothing may help you realise of the things ard u and probably give u a much relax load of the time that u feel stress or perhapes even bring up certain characteristics of u ^^

ok signing off i type too much liao ^^ *yawn*

Destiny at 5:16 PM