Friday, March 02, 2007

I Hear Your Name

Found the most beautiful music took me a while to find it... Finally!!!! Oh lord thanks for letting me get it *cheers*

Oh well today was nothing much other than doing a little work and playing a game or so.. Life isnt very exciting not much suspense now... Last time soo much suspense haha joking... it wasnt such a good suspense anyway last time... Now at least more peaceful but at times a little boring bah...

Im not sure but the issue of smiling seems keep popping up in my head... a little weird but ya it does enter into my thought of my blog tag.. A fake Smile , A real Smile , A happy yet sad Smile ??? hmmm does mean much but i guess these 3 bring something to thought... I was looking at someone but i guess the Smile tat person gives keep changing since we met but i understand it was pretty interesting how changes in a smile can do soo much... Well dun say me i smile when i like it and sometimes i dun really like to smile or so im always deep in thought tats why i seldom smile... haha tat answers all those tat ask me why i dun smile... *cause im in deep thought oops floating away* yaaa artist tend to float away in their thoughts ^^

There is tis person i noe sometimes tis person smiles but yet it does show tat obviously its fake its just to make u happy... but got to admit tat person has guts and i admire cause its like even how not funny the thing is also smile haha *cheers*
Well wat is a real smile? is it from the heart? how do u or i see it? hmmm im not sure but im searching for an answer ^^ if u do noe anyone who noes a answer or a suggestion pls add me on msn Simonz_sda@hotmail.com

A Happy yet sad smile tis is a very common thing with the person i know. Are things turning bad? if its a happy yet sad smile? is it turning ok? good? bad? waterfall? Smiles are confusing for me sometimes i can see if a person is sad or troubled but it seems im losing tis ability since dun noe when. Am i blinded is God taking tis ability from me as i used it for the wrong reasons. Smiles werent a question for me till i just notice i lost an ability to understand ppl... God forgive me im sorry if i had use the ability for a wrong purpose... Things have changed i guess nothing comes for free even if a trade has to be in place for something in return for wat u desire or wan to extend...

Dedicating a Song to someone who i noe... has a few meanings here and there

Things are moving on many things are changing. We make life compromise to us not we compromise to life. We change for the people we love and to see the changes come to a direction we never noe. Only praying and hoping and a thought could we see wat we truly want in life. Are we Happy as it is? is it a reality or a dream? Is the feeling real or is it a passing by? *dun worry not talking abt us*

Well smiles do show a lot probably i cant demand a smile from someone as i dun smile towards tat person seems fair... like we say an eye for an eye i think tis is very true... A smile in return for a smile... dun put religion in it cause religion doesnt study abt tis topic and i realised it in my own church itself... tat im glad God didnt take tat ability from me... it does troubles me... ppl say but they dun do it... when a person doesnt smile do u shake his hand and not return him a smile? when tat person doesnt smile do u pretty he or she doesnt exist, walking by him or her as if he or she is invisible? Think im joking? open ur eyes and notice ^^

Well signing off going off to church :) its sabbath im so happy ^^

Destiny at 10:43 PM