Sunday, February 11, 2007
Are the things in life for granted?
" The things i won't take for granted for i will lose them if i do " i believe in life this fact is very true as it is. I have experienced it and it isn't a nice feeling at all. It's like taking God's love and trust in us for granted. Does that apply to the people we love or the people that are close to us? Yes, what if u keep making someone that you love angry and than asking for forgiveness repeatedly and not realising that you have done the same mistake and still incorrigibily do it again and over again. I believe that forgiveness and sorry are meant to be words that do make a strong meaning when we say it. Am i keeping up to it? Dear lord i feel that i really need your help in where i am. Why am i like this and Why am i like that? Is it to the unpredictable events that are happening in my life that is making this hurtful aura that is hurting to the person i love? Or is it just me who feels that i am not able to make it up to make that person happy?
Time is of the little we can spend and use. Using it to proper usage is even of more importance. I feel like i don't even know what i'm talking about anymore. Even the english i'm using is not broken anymore. like e.g " i dun noe la" its more like " I don't know " Getting serious on a blog can sure revive my true english spirit in me. Guess i'm really serious about this. I guess i would like to move on with things in life and see how it goes. Valentine day is going to be a little funny for me as i've not been on a right path with the person i love. Oh well a quiet valentine's day it will be i guess. Anyway it's time to cool off and think things through and what went wrong and many things. Oh well if God is reading this message i pray that he will lead me in the way that he wants to.
To my dear out there. Sometimes its just me who needs to realise the change that i need to have in me. For the chances that have been given to me i would use it to the fullest. I know hurt that is done would be dented into the life. But happiness that is done could or may last for a day or years or could be forgotten in a day or a week. Love changes many but its the way and how we change. Words i say i heed and reflect on. Time is not of the essence for if time isn't used carefully especially in a relationship it would change lots of things. Oh well basically to put it i'm the one that requires the changing.
Destiny at 11:11 PM