Friday, January 05, 2007
The Long Return
ok its been a while since i wrote something in my blog... Its getting tiring and busy each day or probably im just lazy to post on blog im sorry... well its not like anyone is reading it or so haha... well best thing of the year tat happen to me would be my december trip to japan. I manage to spend a lot of time with a few people that are close to me, i would put it as it was a really fun trip.
Well just not long 2 day ago i had a serious flu. man they had to pump out the yellow yucky stuff called phlgam... its sick i tell u when i saw it i was like *gagg* well when they shove tat pipe in my throat i gagged till i teared and gave up gagging anyway in the end... it sucks and its painful... yeah now u noe wat happens when they shove down a 15cm pipe down ur throat to take out stuff... i pray tat doesnt happen to u...
I've been logging into all my old acc on many websites tat i havent been to for a long time eg. Friendster and minitokyo. well i logged on to minitokyo ( to ur unknown info its a anime wallpaper website ) to post a picture tat i drew for my dear ^^ awww arent i the sweet guy wahaha!!! well it was fun i havent been giving her any drawings tat i did for a long time so if u are reading tis dear ^^ GOMENASAI!!!!! hehe ^^
I've been having a recent irritance with people who are freaking childish... Dun noe i keep thinking i wanna burn them or ignore them or torture them (evil grin) man they need to grow up those stupid low life... i dun noe wat keeps irritating me abt them... is it because they act cute... come on man u are like getting out of ur teen or something get a life stop acting cute and be a man... u poor useless act cute pple stop trying to gain attention get a life... well i sound really mean ya but oh well... my bad than... i dun like act cute pple...
Well enough of act cute pple... school is starting too many projects and im not doing anything... its kinda tiring and boring at the same time hmmmm kinda stress la ok... but luckily got my dear to always support me and cheer me on *hug* ^^ to those ppl who read my blog dun ask me who my dear is or u will get it from me... its onli for me to noe muahahaha!!!! come on man its just a blog... well im glad i wrote in cause some dumb person sent me an email regarding my old blog... well i sent him a virus to make him happy i hope he enjoys it when his or her com gets busted ^^ oh im so evil... hey if u ever read my blog again and send me a nice insulting email i can always bust ur new com or ur frens com again have fun and enjoy k ^^
Well sometimes things in life doesnt seem to go right especiallly when some super bad news breaks out on the 31 dec before new years day... ya tat kinda sucks rite... hehe well it happen to me but it wasnt all tat bad cause i understood the situation ^^ well i learn to let go and wait and love at the same time and i guess its a kinda test God has put for me and im willing to take it up. There might be some really hard brick walls against tis problem but im sure ill smash and get thru it or probably i might find a way around it hmmm its a hard one... Dear help me out on tis plssssss ^^ Sometimes we gotta think for ourselves is tis really wat God wans or God has given u... Does waiting for years and years and hope that God will give it to u and after tat u will live happily after... i dun think so.. if God was like tat and if he ask us to wait and he will give it to u and u would be happy with it till u die i guess u could really assist the situation really well... Well things in life is abt risk... Relationships are all abt risk... are men like a buffet platter? come on... if u are serious pls concentrate on 1 thing... build it up from the foundation tat u started... dun jump ard and than go like oh i think i like tis one better and start another foundation.. in the end the onli harm u would be doing would be probably urself... well im not saying tis to pin point anyone down or so... its just my personal opinion abt relationships... Books are meant be a simple example or a enlightenment to the situation... especially when its base on a human... come on... u take the exact facts of wat tat human's experience and try to input it into ur life or others... if love experience and how u wan a perfect love came from a book... i think everyone would have had a happy marriage and God wouldnt have to destroy the earth in the end... Come on... we arent robots... we think for ourselves... Sometimes the little things like a little trust in the people u noe would really be of some good help... Dun jeopardize the situation by placing ur other relationships to break off another relationship... its not fair to either sides...
Well enough of tis i think my blog is exploding soon cause im experiencing serious lag... Well Dear if u read tis i hope u dun take it to heart tis is how i feel ~><~ forgive momo k but im Glad everything is ok now and that we are all happy. Im still willing to wait all the way wahahaha!!!! i wont give up so u dun give up too k ^^
Destiny at 10:29 PM