Thursday, July 06, 2006

stressed and bored..

Bored and Stressed??
Well it seems bored and stressed recently... quite contradicting right? how can one feel bored and stressed at the same time... well probably it can be true... ^.^ well ppl like me arent really normal... quite abnormal ya if u noe me ^.^ glad in some way im abnormal from other ppl... anyway i think my inferiority complex just took control of me ~> <~
Its not been long i guess dun usually update my blog as i used to last time... i guess im starting to lose interest... or probably im just tired and dun really have the time or probably blogging died out in me... ahh i dun noe!!! im stressed... sounds kinda moody dun i ^.^ wahaha dun worry im not ^.^ told u some other part of me took over my mind... Doing abt a split personality project for my school. Guess im really going into the mood of it ^.^ well been quite stress recently... today i fell sick got a little food poisoning dang... spoilt my whole day... vomitted all over ~> <~ how sad... todays update is kinda draggy and boring and stupid and moody and all sorts of emotions k ~> <~
Well been quite stressed abt school cause of the projects coming up and i still cant get the hang of 3D max ~> <~ im soooo dead... oh well im not always down.. and feeling sad... well kinda happy now but im feeling kinda down atm... for some reason probably im just bored ^.^ anyway im just updating...
Hey its a really boring world k... but its a stressful one too ^.^ i think i might die not from erhummmm but from stress and boredom... it really kills the mind... its making my mind going haywired for some reason... ahhh confusion i say!! dang simon wats wrong with u... take control of urself... well im stressed tats all i can say.. ive got a lot of my mind... its irritating me sometimes.. majority and practically everything is abt work and work... i think im the type of person tat really needs to do less work and more play and relaxation... im dying... i need to be saved or something... saw superman in school... its one heck of a stupid show... its really bothering me at how a bullet and hit his eye and it seems like the bullet hit a wall or something... dang sooo inpenetratable... i wish i was as super too...
Anyway im being really bothered recently... but thanks to someone im getting over it and feeling less stress abt it but im still a little down at times... hey i guess tis is wat we call having our own space wahaha!!! ok i was just joking... well im always asking stupid questions... im quite negative on myself on tis post ya... dun noe why but pls forgive me im feeling kinda negative myself... anyway signing off... and to let myself noe and someone too ;) smile smile im alright ^.^ * ahh im soo lying to myself *

Destiny at 9:36 PM