Monday, July 10, 2006

im sorry

Thoughts through and out?
Today was a great day ^^ for some reason it was a really good one k wahaha its been a while since i saw football ( u noe the game where nearly 17 ppl are killing each other to get the ball ) well im not really into football or anything but why not its kinda to fun to watch if u have the company ^^ it was really enjoyable. I was glad i was able to watch world cup with the most important person to me ^^ we had fun watching it together. Now the funniest part was tat... well im sure everyone knows tat the world cup match between france and italy was at 1.50am ya? well usually by tat time we usually would have dropped on our bed and probably flying ard lala land or etc etc ^^ well we were seeing who would be dozing off first ^^ oh well too bad i lost i dozed off first * ahhh!! i will win next time!! hmph, ill be back :P *
Well i was thinking and looking at my long winded bloggy blog blog ^^ and i was thinking something as i looked through my previous post and i feel regretful of what i wrote... im sorry my dear meme. I know wat i wrote has probably hurt u a lot and in a late apology i wish i could take back all my words and im sorry for wat i have done. I guess i wasnt really using my brain to think before wat i typed. I wont lie tat i didnt feel unhappy or anything. But guess sometimes it comes as it is ~> <~ im sorry. Will you forgive me for what i said and have done ~> <~? I have thought and realised the mistakes i have caused and i am and will change for the better. Give me a chance to change for if im fixable im definitly repairable ^^
Well other then my apology i felt i had a great time on saturday and sunday ^^ we really enjoyed ourselves and seems like we forgot of everything else ^^ im so happy that i could spend time with u ^^ sushi was fabulous but caused me a stomache cramp but tat lasted for a few mins all thanks to the mighty redoxin!!! :P hey it always seems tat ur recommendations of medication to make one feel better really works!! ^^ Im sure we enjoyed ourselves ^^
Well guess its back to another stressful week ^^ final assessment is coming up and it looks dangerous for me... a lot of work and projects and of course the stress of losing my position ~> <~ i hope tat i can beat u all!!! * ok im not so evil k i was just joking ;) * Im so glad that i have someone to go through my problems and able to take all my stupid behaviour and moods and atitudes and nonsense and thousands more of crap tat i can do to hurt someone. Although im all smiley and dumby * i noe there isnt such a word but it sounds cute ;) * please forgive me and wait for me as we have alot to learn and change for each other ^^ * now lets see i forgot one very important thing!! * SMILE SMILE MEME ^^

Destiny at 5:00 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

stressed and bored..

Bored and Stressed??
Well it seems bored and stressed recently... quite contradicting right? how can one feel bored and stressed at the same time... well probably it can be true... ^.^ well ppl like me arent really normal... quite abnormal ya if u noe me ^.^ glad in some way im abnormal from other ppl... anyway i think my inferiority complex just took control of me ~> <~
Its not been long i guess dun usually update my blog as i used to last time... i guess im starting to lose interest... or probably im just tired and dun really have the time or probably blogging died out in me... ahh i dun noe!!! im stressed... sounds kinda moody dun i ^.^ wahaha dun worry im not ^.^ told u some other part of me took over my mind... Doing abt a split personality project for my school. Guess im really going into the mood of it ^.^ well been quite stress recently... today i fell sick got a little food poisoning dang... spoilt my whole day... vomitted all over ~> <~ how sad... todays update is kinda draggy and boring and stupid and moody and all sorts of emotions k ~> <~
Well been quite stressed abt school cause of the projects coming up and i still cant get the hang of 3D max ~> <~ im soooo dead... oh well im not always down.. and feeling sad... well kinda happy now but im feeling kinda down atm... for some reason probably im just bored ^.^ anyway im just updating...
Hey its a really boring world k... but its a stressful one too ^.^ i think i might die not from erhummmm but from stress and boredom... it really kills the mind... its making my mind going haywired for some reason... ahhh confusion i say!! dang simon wats wrong with u... take control of urself... well im stressed tats all i can say.. ive got a lot of my mind... its irritating me sometimes.. majority and practically everything is abt work and work... i think im the type of person tat really needs to do less work and more play and relaxation... im dying... i need to be saved or something... saw superman in school... its one heck of a stupid show... its really bothering me at how a bullet and hit his eye and it seems like the bullet hit a wall or something... dang sooo inpenetratable... i wish i was as super too...
Anyway im being really bothered recently... but thanks to someone im getting over it and feeling less stress abt it but im still a little down at times... hey i guess tis is wat we call having our own space wahaha!!! ok i was just joking... well im always asking stupid questions... im quite negative on myself on tis post ya... dun noe why but pls forgive me im feeling kinda negative myself... anyway signing off... and to let myself noe and someone too ;) smile smile im alright ^.^ * ahh im soo lying to myself *

Destiny at 9:36 PM